i was anticipating a change to occur and it didn't happen so now i twist and turn every scenario around in my head just to work out where i went wrong, why it didn't go my way,
i am so overwhelmed by what i am thinking about that i fail to hear anything else going on around me, people around me begin to notice that i become more and more blank, expression less as i dig deeper and deeper,
but i am just trapped in my mind, trapped thinking, i'll be out soon,
sorry; just give me a few minutes...
